aka learning how to be assertive. … Read More My Struggle with Assertiveness
I read Elite Daily’s listicle, 7 Comments About Your Ex Your Current Partner Doesn’t Want to Hear, and I’m guilty for using many of them. Since I have a boyfriend instead of a girlfriend, I replaced the Hers with His’s. The first one on the list, Don’t Mistakenly Use Her Name, made me anxious because… Read More The Fear of Saying an Ex’s Name
The unhealthy obsession of “dick” showing contests aka constant comparing of others.… Read More The D*ck Showing Contest
“You’re going to stay in the room and think about you did!” Mr. Squigglekins turned off the light and shut his room door. I laid in his bed regretting that I sent my ex, Mr. Schadenfreude, an angry email during a PMS episode. As I laid in bed, I overheard him telling his mom my email… Read More The Time Mr. Squigglekins Put Me in Timeout
My first experience with sexual intercourse was through coercion. Sexual Coercion is the act of using pressure, alcohol or drugs, or force to have sexual contact with someone against his or her will. My boyfriend, Mr. Schadenfreude, used guilt, humiliation, and constant begging until I had intercourse with him. You may be asking why I stayed and the… Read More Coercion is Not Consent
This evening, Mr. Squgglekins and I had a talk about expectations’ management. He was mad because I told him five times that we were going to “cuddle,” but I got caught up in church and watching cartoons. I felt bad because I always say we’re going to “cuddle,” but I get distracted. Since we didn’t… Read More Do People Expect a lot from Me? Or Am I Leading Them On?
Codependency aka relationship addiction is a psychological condition in which someone is in an unhappy and unhealthy relationship that involves living with and providing care for another person (such as a drug addict, alcoholic, emotional abuser, etc.) Photo Courtesy by https://www.miadventure.com/images/rides/thunderhawk_slide_11.png Many people including myself have been in this type of relationship. It’s a hellish ride… Read More I’m in Recovery for Co-dependency
I was diagnosed with OCD at nineteen. Not surprising. My entire life has been plagued by obsessions, compulsions, and anxiety. My mother recalls me in the bathroom washing my hands every time she had to pick me up from Pre-K. In third grade I thought I was going to hell because I had thoughts that… Read More My Wavering Shadow, OCD