I don’t have an addictive personality, I have an obsessive personality. Obsession and addiction look similar on the surface, but they are different. When someone has an addiction, that person doesn’t feel satisfied until they use a substance or do the forbidden activity. For example, a man who has a gambling addiction doesn’t feel happy… Read More Obsession and Addiction are Two Different Things!!!!
On a trip, I’ll write a new post tomorrow! Love ya!
I recently finished Jon Krakauer’s book Into the Wild, and I have mixed feelings about it. Chris McCandless aka Alexander Supertramp, comes across as intelligent, idealistic, and aloof. I appreciated the book because I’ve related to McCandless’s love of travel and to find something bigger than himself. The idea to go out into a journey… Read More Alexander Supertramp, Love ya, but you should have been prepared.
The fear of being unfaithful to your partner, of sexually abusing someone, having inappropriate relations with a minor, being homosexual, these are all forms of sexual obsessions. Having sexual obsessions is like having an interrogator in your head that won’t stop questioning you until you say yes. These obsessions make you second guess yourself and… Read More The Fear of Having a Monster Within
It’s a common obsession for OCD sufferers to have anxiety over sexual orientation. I’ve had it. From sixth grade up to high school, I had anxiety over whether I was gay or not. Some people might think why worry over it? We live in a time where homosexuality is accepted. Well, I worried about… Read More I’m not Gay….( I think)
I dislike it when people tell me to get over my obsessions.To tell me to stop thinking is like telling me to ignore the elephant in the room. When I was eight years old I developed a fear of hating God. It started when I watched a scene from the film Agnes of God. In… Read More Stop THINKING about it!
“You’re going to stay in the room and think about you did!” Mr. Squigglekins turned off the light and shut his room door. I laid in his bed regretting that I sent my ex, Mr. Schadenfreude, an angry email during a PMS episode. As I laid in bed, I overheard him telling his mom my email… Read More The Time Mr. Squigglekins Put Me in Timeout
It’s easy to put people on a pedestal. I always think celebrities, people who attend top schools, and other successful people know something that I don’t. Perhaps they do, but perhaps they worked hard to reach their position. After college, I tormented myself by idealizing that my peers had better lives than me. My peers… Read More If You Meet the Buddha, Kill Him
My Uncle Bombin and Papa Gas (my grandfather) have died a month within each other. I can only imagine how funny the conversation would be if they met at the pearly gates. Since they both passed away, I’ve been thinking often about death and dying. Thinking about how grateful I am about death. I’m grateful… Read More Tis the Season of Death and Dying